RENEE LOVES NICKI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Imma gonna put most of my thoughts and some of my emails i wrote to my baby on here coz I want everyone to know how much I love my baby!!

26/11/01
I miss my baby:((:((:((.I cried when you left yesterday.I Love and Miss everything about you
The annoying blonde hair that gets In my face when I kiss you,well I cant talk with my annoying
Brown hair well your lucky Its not long ,long no more ....thankgod for hair ties lol,I miss your
Lips and your hands and your sexy gourgess brown lil tummy with the lil belly ring I love
fidgeting with,I miss seeing ya sexy smile and ya small lil cute feet lol....I miss your
sexy brown legs and my sweetgirls...(censored)...I miss our bubble baths and our bubble-
fights that led to (censored)....everytime I have a bath now It will never be the same without you
bubby...I miss our late night swims In my pool In the dark even If you did try to drown me
holding onto me In the deep end just because Im taller hey It just goes over my head In the deep
end.I LOVE YOU INFINITY SO NER!:p.I miss kissing you all the time,and hugging you and having you
ontop of me (censored lol).Being with you makes me so very happy and no one and I swear NOONE
has gave me the O you did lol like I said you gave me the BIG O!.Next time you can butter the
toast since Im so "bad" at It lol:P...*pouts* well It is destracting buttering toast with the
person you loves arms wrapped around your waist....I miss wakeing up next to you,BA-BY lol
you hate when I say It like that dont you BA-BY,BA-BY,BA-BY!.Youve got me addicted to but
Im a cheerleader.....dont run from me coz this Is fate.....I love you. *awwwwwwwwww* I love
that bit Its so cute.Baby If you come on after school sms me and Ill come online although I'm
not aloud online till 9pm everynight but your worth getting In trouble for.








THIS IS THE SONG THAT YOU
SUNG TO ME OVER THE PHONE
BABY I HAD TO PUT IT UP.

Your just too good to be true
I can't take my eyes off you
You feel like heaven to touch
I wanna hold you so much
At last love has arrived
And I thank god I'm alive
Your just too good to be true
I can't take my eyes off you
Pardon the way that I stare
There's nothing else to compare
The sight of you makes me weak
There are no words left to speak
Darlin' you feel like I feel
Now that we know that it's real
Your just so good to be true
I can't take my eyes off you
I love you baby
And if it's wrong or right
I love you baby
To warm the lonely nights
I love you baby
Trusting me when I stay
Oh pretty baby
Don't bring me down I pray
Oh pretty baby
Now that I've found this day
So let me love you baby
Let me love you





THIS SONG REMINDS ME OFF MY BABY I LISTEN TO THE CD LIKE 100 TIMES A DAY....I LOVE U SO MUCH BABY!!


Liberty City - I Met Her In Miami

I met her in miami
ohhh south beach
she drives the top of her ferarri
cruise the streets
then we party till sunrise
make love on the beach
cant get her off my mind
shes doing to me

Check into my room and I put the lite on
and saw her standing there
I couldnt find no words
she caught me staring
cos her beauty was so rare

She moves like an angel
the closest thing to heaven i hav eva seen
(she) she could have had a choice of many
and I cant cant beleive that she chose me

I met her in miami
ohhh south beach
she drives the top of her ferarri
cruise the streets
then we party till sunrise
make love on the beach
cant get her off my mind
shes doing to me

We just did it all
just like I knew her my whole life
this is so unreal
ohhhhh
could it be I'm dreaming
but I know that i'm not dreaming
her touch is so real

(cos) she moves like an angel
closest thing to heaven i hav eva seen
(she) she could have had a choice of many
and I cant cant beleive that she chose me

I met her in miami
ohhh south beach
she drives the top of her ferarri
cruise the streets
then we party till sunrise
make love on the beach
cant get her off my mind
shes doing to me

I met some pretty gals
round the world
still i cant forget her face (her pretty face........pretty face)
no matter where I've been
wat I've seen
still I wont forget that day (that special day)

I met her in miami
ohhh south beach
she drives the top of her ferarri
cruise the streets
then we party till sunrise
make love on the beach
cant get her off my mind
shes doing to me







20/11/01


Thankyou for understandingwhen Ive not been too smart,thanks for being there for me and giving
me your heart.Thankyou for your laughter,when Ive been a little blue,but most of all I thank the
lord for giving me to you.


Baby theres Just a simple word that describes you and thats "perfect" I never really get the
chance to tell you exactly how I feel about us and I guess nows the time and I want everyone to
know.Baby the first time I met you I thought I was In a dream,Just everything about you
just seemed to good to be true.That night when we had our first kiss just sent shivers down my
body,I remember It like It was yesterday,It just felt so right,Baby you alwayz make me feel
just so good,not only about myself but you alwayz make me feel comfortable In any situation,I
alwayz feel right with you.Every night I alwayz look forward to hearing your sexy voice or
recieving messeges but most of all Im so excited bout us being together again,I cant wait to see
you again,just being with you baby makes me so happy,your absolutly everything to me,you mean the
world to me,I love you with every part of my heart.Baby your like a dream and wish come true,I
could never ask for more then you.Baby you fill my heart with happiness in everything you do.I
just hope your feeling for me never change because I would be heartbroken-I'll just be devestated-
empty!.Baby I hope you never forget these words becasue they are from my heart to yours,I just
wish I could have your warm hugs in my arms and your sweet soft kisses on my lips.
Baby I feel tears coming to my eyes when I read this letter because I know Its the truth!Tears
stream down my face when I lay back and think and know your mine,I hope now you know exactly
how I feel,I miss you like crazy Nicki.










18/11/01
...god I wish I could block certain ppl from this site.
Ok Im gonna make an ANNOUNCEMENT.......and I dont care what anyone thinks or sais you dont like It deal with It.NICKI BABE I LOVE YOU!!!!!!and I miss you so much and we only just got off the phone then and I miss you already:((:((:((:((god damn optus planned:((:((.I miss you so much and Im still going red lol all I keep thinking about Is you you you and you and how much I cant wait till I see you again very very very soon:)):)):))....I miss your sexy lips,I miss having my hands all over you! I miss my hands on your sexy ass,I miss my lips all over ya....and I miss uh yeah you know lol....Im not gonna get Into that on my site....but you know what I mean sexy :(( I miss my sweetgirlz::((:((.*pinches herself* lol,I dunno what Ive ever done to deserve someone like you your so godamn amazing and theres nothing about you that Im not falling Inlove with,I want you and miss you and need you and LOVE you soooo much baby!Your everything Ive wanted In a girlfriend and I wanna be with you and only you.No one can compare to you,no ones EVER made me feel the way you do,the way you touch me the way you make me feel the sweet things you say to me how open and honnest you are with me.Theres no words that can explain the way I feel about you I actually cried when you got on the bus:((:((:((.My parents love you and they knew lol.I DONT regret anything we did and If we had that night again Id do It the same only I wouldnt of let you go to that thing you had to go to....Id pin you down and never let you leave even If that does make my arm hurt lol *ouch*.....Its no fair that your not here:( but we make up for It In the holidayz:)):)):))...yayz and Imma gonna make you come to my family xmas party so ya comin coz u said u didnt have plans well now u do!!!*cries* I miss you ok my windging Is getting worse then us on the phone *Imma listenin to tha song that reminds me of you bub (JLO-come over)waaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh I waaaaaaaaaaannnnnntttttttttt myyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy rightttttttttttttttttttttt nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww *pouts*why does there have to be an hr between us:((:((:((:((:((!!!!!Im going to bed now*cries* with out my nicki *sniff*thats It Imma gonna come see you sometime at night this week If I can *prayz she can* Im going to go have sweet dreams bout you baby!

19/11/01
This Is a poem I wrote for my baby.I know Its crap but hey I mean everyword.

19/11/01
Out of anyone Ive loved before this is true coz Its so much more,
from the first time I kissed you I knew that Its true that nothing
Is better than being with you.The things that you do and the things that
you say mean so much to me coz you brighten my day.
I cant stand being without you I feel I cant breath,I wish that you
were here with me and would never leave.The things that we did I will
never regret and everything you said I'll never forget.I know that
Its hard that Im not there everyday but my heart alwayz will be In
everyway.In every thought I have there Is you and I cant breath coz
I miss you and I dont know what to do.Although Ive been hurt,heart broken
before Im not scared of being hurt as your not like that whore.
What we have Is so much more and I wouldnt of done what I done If I wasnt sure.
I wanna be with you more than any one before coz the truth Is only you I adore.


20/11/01
Im seeing my baby on SUNDAY!!!!!yayz!I cannot wait...I want sunday to hurry up and "cum" coz
If It dosnt It will "suck".lol personal joke between me and my bubby.:((I miss my Nicki so
much....talking to you on the phone all the time everynight just Isnt enough I need you hear next to me my beds so lonly and cold without you In It with me:((:((:((.I think I must of said the word awwwwww about 100 times last night thats coz of all the sweet things you say and I must of told you I loved you about as much as that to.And Its not fair that your only aloud online friday and saturday:((:((:((*pouts* Its all my fault your In trouble and
dont argue with me It Is full stop no returns:p.And I rub In the face of everyone that thinks Im a "bad Influence" Im no so ner ask my baby.And on the "If smg came up to me and wanted me Id say nope I love my baby and all I want Is her thing you said" well If Amber Benson came up to me saying oh renee oh renee I want you Id say nope I have all I need with my Nicki who I love more than anything.And you wanna know what else bubs?If we would of met months ago when I was with my ex gf I would of dumped her In a heartbeat to be with you.....because I might have loved her but SHE CAN NEVER COMPARE TO YOU NEVER NO WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!.I now beleive In love at first sight.I cant wait till sunday :P:D:)):)):)) I wanna see your demonstration lol*giggles**blushes* and I dont care whos around at the station Imma gonna hug you and kiss you and hug you and kiss you:P.Coz unlike my other ex's Im not embarrased to be seen with you coz your just so ohhh theres no words to explain how I feel I can only show you how I feel witch I will as soon as we get In my room *blushes*.I was gonna say I'll ask Mel to come over this sunday but NO not this week coz I want you all to myself all day.....but If ya aloud to sleep
over next weekend I'll ask her to come over.And If my twisted ex gf sais anymore shit to you I know exactly how to get to her I know how to get back at her all she Is ,Is no substance Just small talk.NO ONES gonna get between me and my baby and If they try they have to answer to me!! :((I just got another sms of ya but I cant understand It coz I dont get pic msgs on here:((.I told you I was gonna do this and It dosnt even amount to how much I love you.................
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THIS SONG ALSO REMINDS ME OF MY BABY:).
* If you want me there to do you right
To love you day and night
24/7 love you know just what I need is what I need
If you want me there to do you right
To love you day and night
24/7 love you know just what I need is what I need

Any morning, any evening
In the Winter, Spring or Summer
Whether its early, or it's late
It doesn't matter, any time
Tender loving, sweet devotion
Every second, minute, hour
I'll be waiting for you
Come put your loving on the line

** Take me in your arms and let me know that it's alright
Look into my eyes and let me see you deep inside
24 hours a day, 7 days a week
I need to feel you here beside me,
I need to hold and squeeze you tight

[Repeat *]

I'll be praying, asking, saying
Yeah someone like you just found me
Something special I belong to
I can be yours and you'll be mine
While you're phoning, filled with passion
In my heart you know I'm yearning
Want to please you, touch you
Send me your loving right on time


OK YES THIS IS A WAY OLD 70'S SONG
BUT IF YOU READ THE LYRICS ITS HOW
I FEEL.I LOVE THIS SONG.I'LL PLAY IT
FOR YOU TONIGHT BUBBY.

I Just Want To Be Your Everything-Andy Gibb

For so long
You and me been finding each other for so long
And the feeling that I feel for you is more than strong , girl
Take it from me
If you give a little more than you're asking for
your love will turn the key
Darling mine
I would wait forever for those lips of wine
Build my world around you , darling
This love will shine girl
Watch it and see
If you give a little more than you're asking for
your love will turn the key

I , I just want to be your ev'rything
Open up the heaven in your heart and let me be
the things you are to me and not some puppet on a string
Oh , if I stay here without you , darling , I will die
I want you laying in the love I have to bring
I'd do anything to be your ev'rything

Darling for so long
You and me been finding each other for so long
And the feeling that I feel for you is more than strong girl
Take it from me
If you give a little more than you're asking for
your love will turn the key

I , I just want to be your ev'rything
Open up the heaven in your heart and let me be
the things you are to me and not some puppet on a string
Oh, if I stay here without you , darling , I will die
I want you laying in the love I have to bring
I'd do anything to be your ev'rything

I , I just want to be your ev'rything
Open up the heaven in your heart and let me be
the things you are to me and not some puppet on a string
Oh, if I stay here without you , darling , I will die
I want you laying in the love I have to bring
I'd do anything to be your ev'rything



OK YES OLD BUT IVE ALWAYS LOVED THIS SONG.
LOL I ONLY JUST RELISED MY NAME AINT IN
THIS SONG EVER SINCE IT CAME OUT I THOUGHT
IT SAID IS RENEE THERE BUT IT SAIS AS WE LAY
THERE *BLUSHES* WELL LISTEN TO IT,IT SOUNDS
LIKE RENEE!.

I Love You Always Forever-Donna Lewis.



Feels like I'm standing in a timeless dream
Of light mists, of pale amber rose
Feels like I'm lost in a deep cloud of heavenly scent
Touching, discovering you


Those days of warm rain come rushing back to me
Miles of windless summer nights
Secret moments shared within the heat of the afternoon
Out of the stilness, soft spoken words
(Say it, say it again)


I love you always forever
Near or far, closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you

You've got the most unbelievable blue eyes I've ever seen
You've got me almost melting away
As we lay there
Under a blue sky with pure white stars
Exotic sweetness, a magical time
(Say it, say it again)


Say you'll love and love me forever
Never stop, never whatever
Near and far and always Everywhere and every(thing)





I LOVE THIS SONG IT WAS ON MY
DRIVE ME CRAZY VIDEO WE WERE WATCHING
BUB.

Keep On Loving You-REO Speedwagon.

You should've seen by the look in my eyes, baby
There was somethin missin
You should've known by the tone of my voice, maybe
But you didn't listen
You played dead
But you never bled
Instead you lay still in the grass
All coiled up and hissin
And though I know all about those men
Still I don't remember
Cause it was us baby, way before then
And we're still together
And I meant, every word I said
When I said that I love you I meant
That I love you forever

And I'm gonna keep on lovin you
Cause it's the only thing I wanna do
I don't wanna sleep
I just wanna keep on lovin you

(solo)

And I meant every word I said
When I said that I love you I meant
That I love you forever





N Is for the naughty things you say to me:P
I Is for how Irrisitable you are
C Is for your sexy Charms
O Is for the amazing orgasms Imma gonna give you.lmao.
L Is for the Love I feel for you.
E Is for the Effect you have on me.


L Is for the way you look at me
O Is for the only one I see
V Is very,very extraordianry
E Is even more than anyone that I adore.




Only another 1 more day till I see my baby YAYZ!! I cant wait!!
And yayz my bubby will be online tonight!lol I cant wait till you read
all this baby I put It all on here coz I want EVERYONE to know how
much I love you.And mmmmm at that sms "Roses are red poems are corny
take me to bed coz Im feelin horny".Beleive me I will :P.We have
to get pictures taken when my bro and me pick you up from the station
we get em done In a booth and then you can scan It and then I have
It as my wallpaper and as a pic Im putting of you In a pic frame next
to my bad.Im so nervous about gettin whatever youve sent me well Im
more curious I wish It was you lol but plz dont send any anthrax lol.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!Cheree sais shes never seen me so happy.And I
hope she dosnt end up coming over on sunday coz I wanna spend the
day with just you.....god shes a crackhead.lol CHEREE:goes in my
cuboard ME:what Is she doing In my cuboard.NICKI:"laughs...shes
getting changed.ME:ahh shes coming outta the closet.CHEREE:yes Im
bisexual.not!...sais to nicki Im the straightest person youll ever meet.
God that was a funny day lol@us on the train dying for a smoke when
It decides to have a delay right b4 the st marys stop lol so we go
out on the detachable thingy that holds the trains.Lol@me ringing
1800 reverse.PLZ state your name after the tone ME:what the fuck...
lmao.But the best ever thing was finding out you liked me baby I
honnestly had no idea you were intrested but It was Love at first
sight.I only kinda got the idea you liked me when you were puttin ya
head on my sholder when you were on the phone with Kathy.God I Love
you baby soooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!And Im just so happy
all the time your all I think about your on my mind 24/7.My mum was
so drunk after you got of the phone with me lol she made me stay up
till 2am with her we had a big chat and we were talking about you
I swear my mum really does like you and shes ok with hearing me tell you
I love you....god It couldnt be scaryier then hearing me say I loved...
ok I'll stop lol.I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOOOOOOOOOUUUUUU BABY lol u get
my
IF YOU WANNA FUCK ME GO DOWN.
.
.
.
.
.
.THOUGHT SO
sms?lol Ellen sent that to Jamie so I sent It to you.And did you get
the teddy bear one.And I finnally worked out the one you sent me coz my bro
has It on his phone Its the I L(WITH A LOVE HEART)VEU?one

26/11/01
I WROTE THESE POEMS BOUT YOU BUBBY

Ive never loved a person quite like you, your special and sweet In everything you do.I love you to death I hope you know this Ive loved you ever since our very first kiss
I miss you I need you Its just so hard to breath everytime we say goodbye I cry when you leave.
I love you with my everything I hope you know Its true,my life has changed for ever now Its all because of you.I never thought Id love again until you showed me how,thats why your all I think off thats why nothing gets to me now.


I miss your kiss,I miss your touch
I miss your hugs, I miss your Love
Ive never fallen Inlove so fast
You make me forget all of my past
theres only one person In my head
the rest I loved the love Is dead
I want your love I want your kiss
I need you, I love you, Its you I miss
I miss your hands over my body and chest
and when It comes to sex you know you are the best
I miss being Inside you making you moan
and you know that I love you to death as thats been shown I hate being without you,not having you near
I hope that this poem has made things clear
I love you I need you ,you make me complete
your the only one In my heart only you have the key


Why I love you

I love your smile,I love your eyes
I love your lips and how your shy
I love your tummy I love your hands
I want your love thats all I demand
I love how you tease me and turn me so on
I know for a fact that this love isnt wrong
If we never met I dont know where Id be
Id be sad and lonly If you never met me
It was love at first sight the way that we met
and no ones gonna get between us coz I just wont let
from the first time we kissed I knew this was real
that you took my heart with a lock and a seal
The sweet things you say make my heart skip a beat
I never would of found this love if we didnt meet
No ones ever wanted me the way that you want me
thats why this love means more to me thats why I need you with me You want me as much as I want you thats why this love Is better than anything Its all so great and new.I never thought you liked me that way till I got that sign and I cant beleive to even to this day that you and your heart are mine.

I love when you come over,please come over and when you come It gives me fever-JLO.

Baby I can give you anything If you promise youll be with me I promise I can make you happy coz thats the way our love should be!-JLO




As long as I'm with you dos'nt matter what we do!